#its beauty genuinely made me speechless & i was getting teary eyes just staring up at all the details

[heyitslapis]

i just saw Wicked tonight in person & it was so fucking wonderful words cant even express how incredible it was & how happy it made me

[wutroows]

the way (ahsoka tano x reader)

pairing: ahsoka tano x fem!reader warnings: mutual pining! god angst but SO MUCH FLUFF a/n: i love ahsoka so much so i knew i had to write something about her. this is super fluffy and just rly sweet overall. your master is also non binary and uses they/them pronouns!! hope you enjoy!! the reader’s species isn’t specified, but female aligned pronouns are used. requests are open! posted on november 27th, in honor of the new episode of the mandalorian! 

you knew it was wrong. 

you knew it was against the jedi code and everything you stood for, but when you met her all of the code flew out of your mind and the only thing you could think of was her. the way her eyes shown bright with determination and passion for learning, the way she carried herself with confidence and the grace and poise in the way she walked. the way she looked at you for the first time, welcoming and friendly, and the way her hand stuck out to meet yours. the way her hand felt warm, enveloping your whole body in a sense of comfort.

you knew it was wrong, but that didn’t stop you. 

her name was ahsoka tano, you learned from your master, the day you met her. it fit her well. she was beautiful. everything about her was. you were afraid your master would be able to tell that you liked her, but they never mentioned it to you. 

but you still knew it was wrong.

you knew it was wrong when you stared into her eyes as she spoke to you. you knew it was wrong whenever she playfully bumped her hip against yours. you knew it was wrong when you were jealous of that politicians son, lux bonteri.

the way she looked at him was the same as the way you looked at her. 

it made your chest tighten up and your fists clench at your sides, but you kept quiet. she never would love you, anyways. what was there to even say to her? you still would have her in your life even if she and that boy kissed, or even started dating. it would all still be the same.

except it wouldn’t.

ahsoka tano was not yours, and you understood that. you understood that when you saw her hand entwined with lux bonteri’s on onderon. you hated that, but you could never hate her for liking someone else. you never hated lux bonteri. he seemed like a genuine person, someone kind and loving. he was someone ahsoka deserved. she deserved better than you. he could offer her the life she deserved and you couldn’t.

ahsoka tano didn’t see the looks you gave her, the way your eyes would stare helplessly at her until someone would strike up a conversation with you. the way you hardly ever smiled around anyone else but her. she noticed none of it, and thought that you were just a really good friend. even after her quick romance with lux bonteri, she came to you for everything. you were her best friend, and she thought nothing more of it. 

then she left the jedi order.

it was painful to see her leave and you wouldn’t deny it, but you had to move on, and so you did. over time, your feelings for the togruta began to fade.

and then she decided to come back. 

she was taller now, montrals hanging over her shoulders and eyes still as fiery as ever. her smile was still kind and her personality still beautiful. seeing her brought back memories of the two of you, and now that you were older you realized that your feelings for ahsoka never really left. you just repressed them, pushed them into the back of your mind. 

when she was gone, you spent a lot of time with her master, anakin skywalker. he was a wreck, she was only gone because of a crime she didn’t commit and now that she was back she was no longer a jedi. 

she didn’t have to follow the code anymore, but you still did. you still couldn’t love her, no matter how much you wanted to. no matter how much your heart yearned for her, you could say nothing. you could do nothing to prove to her your love for her. 

you could remember the vivid feeling of her arms wrapped around your shoulders when you came back from a mission with your master. the mission wasn’t too dangerous, just some simple conversations with the leader of a planet the republic wanted to add to its allies, but this was how ahsoka tano greeted you every time you came back. the tips of her fingers would graze the back of your neck, and you could feel chills run up your spine. 

and then there was the way she would look at you.

she sits across from you now, lekku hanging over her shoulders and as she looks at you, you feel yourself want to disappear. she purses her lips, and takes in a deep breath. this would be the first conversation you would have alone since you were both young teenagers. “it’s been.. a long time.” you hear her mutter, and you nod. you can’t form words just yet. ahsoka stands up, and you notice how much taller she’d actually gotten. she was wasn’t taller than you as a child, but now your eyes stare at the tip of her nose. she sits down, next to you this time, and you can feel her gaze on you. 

“what’s it like?” you let out after a few moments of sitting in an awkward silence. “what’s what like?” ahsoka asks, and you finally look up at her. she’s staring right into your eyes, and you feel yourself wanting to kiss her again. “not being a jedi anymore.” you say, and she shrugs. “weird.” she says after a moment, and you nod. it’s silent again after that.

“how was he? after i left?” 

“hurting, but he was okay. he knew it was the best for you to leave.” you say. she’s talking about anakin, and from the corner of your eye you can see her nod, but only just. “and rex?” she asks. you turn to look at her again, and she looks deeply concerned. “rex was.. okay. the rest of your boys were too. they were upset, but they knew just like your master did.” 

she’s pursing her lips again, but she says nothing. “did you know?�� you ask her. she looks confused, eyebrows furrowed together. “nothing.” 

“no, what? what are you asking me?” her voice is determined, and you know you’re caught. this would be it, the rejection and the embarrassment. “did you ever see how i looked at you then, ahsoka?” you mutter, just loud enough for her to hear and you can see her freeze. she almost looks like she’s buffering, but she thinks.

she did notice the way you looked at her, but she thought it was nothing. the soft glances exchanged in training as kids, and the way your touch would linger on her skin as if it were the only thing in the galaxy that she wanted. she noticed the way you would smile at her, your eyes would crinkle upwards they would sparkle the way she loved them to. 

but you never noticed the way she looked at you.

the way her eyes would always linger towards you and the way that rex would always point it out. the way that she would rest her head on the palm of her hand and admire you from the other side of a room and the way she’d be listening for your laugh. she loved the sound of it, and she loved everything about you. 

did you really feel the same way about her?

she looks at you, slack jawed and wide eyed. she’s speechless, and you stand up. you extend your hand out to her, and she takes it after a brief moment of staring at it. 

the familiar warmth of her hand in yours makes that comforting feeling explode in your chest and the way her eyes are pouring into yours makes you feel a bit dizzy, but you don’t let go of her hand. your other hand quickly finds hers, and you entwine your fingers together. 

this wasn’t with lux bonteri. this time, she was holding onto your hand. 

“and how were you..? when i left?” ahsoka manages to get out, and you sigh. “i was hurting really bad, soka. really bad.. but i pulled through. i spent a lot of time with your master after you left.. but we got through it, we knew what had to be done and you did it.”

“you’re courageous, ahsoka. you’re brave, you’re kind and you’re selfless.. and, god.. i don’t care about what the council says anymore.” you’re laughing, and she’s laughing, the two of you are pulling each other closer with every word you say. “and by the force, ahsoka tano.. i want you to be mine.” you finally say, and you can see a smile form on her face. 

“i will.” your heart feels like its about to explode as she speaks, but you wrap your arms around her neck, and she pulls you close to her by your waist. you’re chest to chest and your face is buried into her neck. she’s warm, and she’s beautiful. you don’t care if you can’t see her face, you practically have all of her features ingrained into your brain.

and now she’s yours. 

she pulls away from the hug and you can see her eyes dart from your eyes to your lips, and you start to laugh as she looks at you without any form of embarrassment showing up on her face. “what? can’t i stare at my girlfriend?” ahsoka says, and your heart speeds up at the use of the word ‘girlfriend’ coming from her mouth as she refers to you. “yeah, you can.” you say back to her.

her hands remove themselves from your hips, and they sit on your jawline. her thumbs run across your cheeks as she admires your features. you feel yourself starting to get shy as she admires you. its the way that she treats you as if you were a flower or a piece of glass, fragile, about to break in her arms if she weren’t careful enough. she holds your face in her hands and for a moment, it looks as if she were about to cry. she shakes her head, but she’s teary eyed. “what’s wrong?” you mumble, arms coming underneath hers to mirror the way she’s holding your face. the tips of your fingers trail across the white patterns across orange skin, and you feel yourself start to smile as you look at the beautiful girl in front of you. 

“i.. i’m okay.” she stutters, but she has a smile on her lips. “me too, ahsoka.. i never.. thought you liked me like this..” you mutter, and she stares at you, her face now devoid of emotion. “are you serious? i thought i was so obvious.” she states, and you start laughing again. “it definitely wasn’t!” you’re saying through laughter, and she bursts into laughter after a few moments of trying to hold it in. the sound of your laughter is music to her ears, and the smile on her face never fades as she stares at you. 

ahsoka, your ahsoka, is looking deep into your eyes, and you start laughing quietly. “why are you looking at me like that?” she rolls her eyes, “i just want to kiss my girlfriend, y/n, that’s all!” she jokes with you, but without missing a beat, you reply, “okay.” 

and she’s frozen. 

the two of you stand in each others arms, but she mutters, “really?” and you nod. you can almost feel your heartbeat pounding out of your chest as her gaze flickers from your eyes to your lips. “please, you don’t know how long i’ve been waiting for this.” you say, and that’s all she needs to hear before her lips are on yours. 

you feel your breath catch in your throat, because her lips are on yours and she’s warm, and her eyes are closed and you’re standing there in shock even though you knew it was coming. you still thought this could’ve been just a huge, elaborate prank. she’s really kissing you, and you finally come to your senses. your eyes close after a moment, and you lean into her touch. this was your first kiss, and you were sharing it with the woman of your dreams. you can feel her smile against your lips, and you start to wonder what she’s thinking as her hands gently move to the back of your neck, fingertips running over the bare skin that you had been so used to before. 

the chills. 

and then she pulls away for a breath, but by the time you could say anything, she’s kissing you again. you couldn’t complain, you wouldn’t. ahsoka’s hands are warm and so are her lips, and they’re gently moving against yours. your hands gently move from her jaw to her waist where you pull her closer to you, if it were even possible, and you hear her sigh. 

she pulls away again, and you’re half expecting her to kiss you again. you wouldn’t mind, but instead her hand finds yours and she holds your entwined hands out in front of you. “i could get used to this.” she chimes, and you smile, pulling her into you again.

finally, being kicked out of the jedi order was in the back of your mind. you knew about anakin and padme being married, why would this be any different? you loved ahsoka, your girlfriend, and if you had to leave the order to be with her then so be it. 

it was the way she caresses your hand that pulls you out of your thoughts. 

“the.. council-” she says. she sounds upset, but you shake your head and put your finger over her lips before she could say anymore. “-is the least of my worries, right now. i have you here, with me. if you say the word, i’d leave the jedi order.” 

and it was the way you aren’t lying, and she can see it in the way you look at her. 

and the way your lips press to hers again. 

[strangely-amusing]

Not A Bad Day After All

Characters : Ten x You

Genre : Romance, Fluff

WordCount : 1778

Note : If the spacing looks odd, please let me know! I post this via app, so it might look different if you open it from your pc/browser. Tried to make this less than 100 text blocks so i could post it :(. Please do NOT plagiarize. This is an original story, and if you found any similarities with other writings then it is pure coincidenceso. Here’s a short fic featuring Ten! Hope you all enjoy!♡ (Especially @yourfavthoooot! thank you for requesting! )

“Ten, you can rest. The park is going to close soon anyway.”

Ten nodded at the guy, removing his bunny ears head band. “Thanks, Taeyong hyung.”

Taeyong chuckled, cleaning the counter. Ten took a seat, wiping off his sweat. He then looked up at the sky, smiling as he sees the beautiful color of the evening sky.

“Such a busy day, eh?” Taeyong suddenly said, initiating a conversation. Ten nodded, eyes still glued on the amazing sky. “its nothing compared to the end of the year, though.”

Taeyong chuckled, agreeing with his statements. Silence filled the atmosphere and Ten used the opportunity to look around the park. It was getting dark, but still bright enough to see people’s faces from meters away. The park was getting empty, except for a couple small groups of visitors left. From a distance, he could see his friends cleaning up their counters, ready to head home. He then saw one of his friends Mark, heading to the locker room. He immediately stood up, bidding his goodbyes to Taeyong.

He ran after Mark, but quickly stopped when he spotted an unfamiliar figure from the corner of his eyes. He tilted his head in confusion when he saw a girl sitting on one of the benches, because he didn’t recognize her at all.

“Must be a visitor. Maybe she’s lost.” He mumbled to himself, quickly walking towards the bench.

“Excuse me, ma’am. But the park is going to close soon! Is there anything that i could help?” Ten said in a cheerful voice, a smile lingering on his face. You immediately looked up at the unfamiliar voice and sighed. “Right, I’m sorry. I’ll go now.”

Ten’s heart skipped a beat as he took a closer look at your face, and he found himself speechless for a few milliseconds. He quickly noticed other things, and his eyes immediately widened as he saw your teary eyes. He then took a seat next to you. “Are you okay? What happened?”

You shook your head slowly, more tears threatening to fall down. “Its nothing. I should go now.”

You were surprised when your hand was pulled back, forcing you to stay still in your seat. His grip weakened, but his hand stayed there. “No one leaves the park with tears in their eyes. You can tell me what happened.”

The tone that he used was soft and gentle, and it melted you instantly. You sighed, running a hand through your hair. “Do you really want to know what happened?”

“Yes.” He answered sternly. You looked up at the tone that he used and just now realized that the guy in front of you was drop dead gorgeous.

“Oh wow.”

For a moment there you forgot that he was waiting for you to talk. You quickly realized and mentally face palmed yourself. “I’m sorry i got a little bit distracted.”

The guy laughed, revealing a set of pearly white teeth. It made him even more charming than he already was. “Its okay. I’m Ten, by the way. So, mind telling me why you’re crying alone in the middle of a closed amusement park?”

“Wait its closed???” You frantically looked around, now realizing the lack of people in the park. Ten chuckled and shrugged. “It is going to be in around 15 minutes.”

You slumped in your seat, your gaze lithering. “I am pathetic.”

“No, you’re not.” Ten immediately argued, shaking his head. You closed your eyes and sighed. “I am. I’m crying alone in a middle of a closed amusement park, just like you said.”

“That doesn’t mean that you’re pathetic.” He said. You opened your eyes again and raised your eyebrow at him. “Say that again.”

Ten contemplated for a few seconds before raising both of his hands in defense. “Okay maybe just a little bit.”

“I knew it.” You mumbled, eyes staring at the distance. Ten shifted in his seat, leaning closer to you. “But that doesn’t mean that you’ll be like this forever, right?”

You stayed quiet, unable to argue. You slowly nodded, your lips curving downwards into a frown. Ten noticed this and bit his lips, trying to think of anything to make you happy. But it was proven to be hard, as the only thing that crossed his mind was talking it out.

“You could tell me, if you want.” He said in a small voice, noticing that your mood isn’t getting better. You nodded, but your eyes weren’t focused.

“But promise me you won’t laugh.” You whispered, almost inaudible. Ten nodded instantly, scooting closer. “I promise i won’t laugh.”

You looked up at his eyes and saw nothing but sincerity in his eyes, so you took a deep breath before slowly telling him your problem. “it might sound stupid… but there’s this guy that i’ve liked for a while. He’s in the basketball team and he’s pretty popular with the ladies…”

“Okay, do you know the guy personally?” Ten asked carefully, his tone serious. You shook your head, ashamed. “I don’t, unfortunately. From what i’ve heard, he’s pretty nice. But that’s all i’ve heard.”

Ten nodded, noticing that the sky is getting darker as you speak. But he stayed quiet, not wanting to disturb you. “Okay, and then?”

“Last week, he suddenly started talking to me. I was so happy at that time, because i thought he doesn’t even know that i exist, but apparently he does. From our conversations, he seems very nice so i didn’t suspect a thing. But i guess he’s just very good at lying.”

Ten gulped as he digested your words, mentally preparing himself for the rest of your stories. “Then?…”

“a few days later, he asked me to go on a date with him. I was very happy, i jumped around like a child, i even accidentally broke my lamp.” You chuckled bitterly. “He told me to meet him here, at around 10 AM. Today i woke up at 5 AM, i spent 2 hours trying to find the perfect outfit, 2 hours to do my make up and my hair, and in total i spent 4 hours just to look nice for him. But you know what?”

“………He didn’t show up?” Ten answered in a small voice, unsure. You shook your head, a bitter smile on your face. “I wish.”

“He showed up at 2 PM, He laughed at my face and told me that it’s a bet. A fuckin’ bet. And even worse, he brought all of his friends to watch the whole thing. I don’t think i can show my face around anymore.” Your eyes watered in humiliation as you recalled the incident. Ten could feel his heart broke as he heard your story, wanting nothing but to smash the guy’s face into the ground. He immediately wrapped his arms around you, catching you off guard.

“I’m sorry that you have to go through that. You don’t deserve to be treated like that.” He said, tightening his arms around you. Your tears fell down as you heard his words, unable to contain the pain. You ended up crying in his arms, burying your face in his chest. Ten didn’t show any sign of discomfort, and you were thankful for that. After a few minutes, you actually felt better and the tears started to stop, and you started to come to your senses. You quickly realized that you were practically clinging to a guy that you barely know.

“I-I’m sorry I didn’t mean to..” You said, slowly pulling away from his embrace. There was a noticeable damp spot on his shirt, and you scrunched up your face in embarrassment. “I’m really really sorry….”

Ten looked down at this shirt and shook his head. “Its okay, its nothing.”

You nodded slowly and stayed quiet, not knowing what to do. Ten then brushed a strand of hair from your cheek, his fingers accidentally touching your face. You looked up at him and immediately looked down, trying to hide your blushing cheeks.

“Do you feel better now?” He asked gently, his gaze was soft. You really felt better, and you didn’t know whether it was because of his words, or just him in general. You slowly nodded, still trying to hide your face. “T-Thank you… and I’m really sorry for..for earlier..”

Ten caressed your cheeks gently, a genuine smile decorating his face. “Its alright. Its the least i can do to make things better.”

You shook your head, not agreeing with his words. “With you being here next to me, i feel better already.”

He was silent and you quickly realized the meaning of your words. The blood started to rush to your cheeks as your eyes widened. “I-I didn’t mean it like that! I’m-“

Your words were cut off by his chuckles, his voice sounded like heaven for your ears. Ten’s lips curved into a smile, pulling you into a quick hug. He then pulled away and his smile turned sour.

“You’re beautiful and you’re very cute, i don’t get why people hurt you.” He sighed, his thumbs drawing little circles on your hands. You looked away, feeling the blood rushing to your cheeks once again. “I’m not.”

“Yes you are.” He stubbornly said, gently turning you to face him. He smiled when he saw your pink cheeks, glad that he wasn’t the only one with blushing cheeks.

“Hey, do you have plans after this?” He suddenly asked, bringing you back from your trance. You shook your head, not having any clue about his intention.

“Great!” He cheerfully said, pulling you to stand up with him. You stood up, confused by his sudden action. “What are you doing?”

Ten started walking, his hand laced with yours. He then looked back at you and smiled. “Let’s go on a date.”

Your eyes widened as you repeated his words in your mind, still not believing his words. “D-Date?”

Ten stopped walking, realizing that you haven’t moved an inch. He chuckled and ruffled your hair. “Yes, A date.”

“You don’t have to do this, Ten.” You said, shaking your head. You appreciated his effort to make up for the date. But this wasn’t his fault, and he had nothing to do with this.

Ten shook his head, stepping closer. He stared at you for a few seconds before chuckling. You could see a subtle pink hue on his cheeks, but you weren’t sure if you were seeing things right.

“I want to. You deserve nothing but the best, and judging from the people around us, I’m pretty much the best you could find.” He said, a wide smile hanging on his lips. You let out a laugh as you looked around the empty park, playfully hitting his arms. “There’s no one around us!”

“That’s the point!” He replied cheerfully, laughing when you attempt to hit him once more. His laughter died down, along with yours. He then grinned and tugged your hand, which was still intertwined with his.

“Shall we get going?”

With a wide smile on your face, you squeezed his fingers.

“Let’s go.”